give love. it's the best thing we've got.

the sun's shining through the window and all i can say is that i feel like it's shining directly into me.

[i think that all the silence is worse than all the violence. fear is such a weak emotion, that's why despise it. - lupe fiasco]

[Not only will we have to repent for the sins of bad people; but we also will have to repent for the appalling silence of good people. - Martin Luther King Jr].

there's a difference in a person's behavior when they are filled with positive energy. you realize how crippling fear can be. fear should never keep you from being who you are and speaking your mind and fighting for what you believe in. it should never stop you from making your world a better place. if the assholes can do it, sop can you. giving into fear and not fighting it is the only way to be defeated by it. don't let fear win! you're made for good things. and if this is a future me ever reading this...just trust me. go for it.

you're strong. be strong.

i believe the difference between those who "make it" and those who i guess don't is who keeps on pushing and fighting and improving when they're rejected or people think that it's wrong. i really hate when people tell me what i can and can't do.

i missed the tony's, and i haven't seen book of mormon but i can't think about this acceptance speech without wanting to cry. i love seeing passionate people achieving their dreams and the unbelievable joy they must be feeling.

48 laws of power
white board
rules of attraction
leopard print bag

( boo yah! )

already know what i'm getting my mom for christmas!

( i shouldn't even have time to blog )

basically this year i need to be spending my time busting my ass at school, working out, working cuz i need $$$, practicing/rehearsing, finding auditions and different ways to get myself out there + voice lessons, and as shallow as it may sound looking "on point" as much as possible, for confidence sake, for pride's sake and for expression's sake. ya know, style + beauty does reflect creatively, not even dressing up but how you choose to put things, i'll put some things that i like (stylistically) below.

getting in shape: yoga, home gym, hit the actual gym at least twice a month

ask greg about upcoming plays at cloverdale

and school: you know how it is

things to get once i can afford them: an ionic blow dryer, a better flat iron, eyebrow pencil (just to try plus i wanna grow my eyebrows a bit thicker)
i wanna try pantene pro v shampoo either the smooth or the breakage to stregnth

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so i just tried this with a generic scarf and i freakin luv it, the ball's not nearly as big but it's so cute and an instant cure for a bad hair day...which i come across a lot. i love finding new ideas on a whim. now i need to find a real scarf to use it with, probably red or one with a really pretty pattern like in the picture.










bardot's hair was nothing short of perfection. she's kind of a hair idol of mine but my hair will never get that way without loads of weave, but if ever decide top get weave i want it look just like hers
















i want to try lipstick instead of glosses so the color can pop more without being messy and sticky and too shiny and all (which looks worse with big lips like mine)













if i ever find a pair of white round shades they. are. mine.


















pink hair is bomb.












when people throw on random shit in an outfit and make it look good.